Happy Birthday
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Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Happy 16th Birthday - 10/13/1994
To my dear son,
Today you're 16, and it makes me sad knowing all that I have missed in your life. All the celebrations and I haven't been with you for any of them. Here you are at a milemarker Sweet 16 -and you're, I don't actually know where.
In spite of my own sadness, I do wish you a Happy Birthday, I wish for you lots of love from those dear to you. I hope you like the V2 Pocket Rocket guitar amp and the cd of Pictures I sent for your birthday.
Today the song that's been on my mind is this song by Zara Phillips and DMC
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZbKNJUyGQ0
"...Tell me
Do you remember?
When you're on the streets,
Do you look for me
The way I look for you
Oh, how I wish that I knew
...Evening comes,
Can you hear me call for you
In the hope that you will somehow hear me too
...Tell me
Do you remember?
When you're on the streets,
Do you look for me
The way I look for you
Oh, how I wish that I
Do you wish too
...
remember, remember, remember
remember, remember, remember
Do you remember
I wish I knew
I wish I knew
I wish I knew
I wish I knew
I wish I knew "
I just want you to know that,
Yes I remember
Yes, look for you
Yes, I do think of you,
and
Yes, I do call out to you too & wish you could hear the whisperings of my heart as I long for you
I've never forgotten you
I've always loved you
(((((((((((hugs)))))))))))
ReplyDeleteYou and your son are in my thoughts and prayers today.
Happy Birthday, Nathan!!!
ReplyDeleteI love you Cheerio. I'm here if you need me.
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday to your wonderful son!